Regret

 I think we are living with immense regrets.. I can say confidently, I AM YOUNG but there are so many things I regret. I saw My brother, also most of people saying  'Oh... I should have done this..' ' I should NOT have done this..'etc. why do people repeat regretting over and over? Sometime, we commit many regrettable things and mistakes I committed a lot of things that I regret.. It is painful since it hurts me. Nowadays, What I usually regret is that I did not study English from I came here. I played soccer again and again although I suck.. Sometimes, I regret watching porn. After watching it, I used to regret and think 'Why am I looking this kinds of video? Oh shit.. I should have played soccer rather watching it.. oh.. I will not watch porn anymore!' But, after 2 weeks, I can find myself doing the same thing that I did ㅠㅠ This is my problem.. My indecisive attitude causes me to do it again.. Now, I don't watch it anymore.. I am not sure about word 'anymore' but I will try to make it sure. One of things I regret is soccer.. I should have started soccer when I was 11? 12 years old.. At that time, I was playing with my friends, who were my classmates, all day long, We played tag or what we called 'escape' but  we didn't play soccer at all.. I don't know why ... If I played soccer everyday with those who I played with when I was 12, I would be able to, no, would absolutely good at playing soccer. More than 100 times of my present soccer skills? Nowadays, what I regret mainly is my homework.. Last Wednesday, teacher mae said 'if you make a power point(?) about Malcom X, I will give additional points in Long test.' I was supposed to make it but I was not able to find the video file of it.. As you know, My laptop has broken so I could download using any torrents..ayna ko... These are what I have regretted..As I am a human, it is impossible not to make any mistakes and regrets as well.. but I will try not to be happened frequently.. 

P.S I am getting use to say bad words.. I won't use bad words!!

Sorry Jerry!