um... stress!

  Recently, I am having extreme stress. I don't have a way to handle, and relieve stress. The resource of stress is my academy which is near the my school. Actually, I have had little dissatisfaction with its manager's management. Today, however, I was disappointed last Monday. Last Monday, our students finished class at 11:30 because of seminar which was about 21st century new learning skill(? I am not sure about what I wrote..) BUT, Thanks to someone, (I don't know exact name of him or her maybe Dr. Santos?) we had to attend to that seminar so I went to academy like usual. There, I saw messi and @@ teacher having class 4~5 when I was supposed to have a class. I asked manager why they are having class instead of me. She said 'I forgot.' even if my brother told her 'my brother will come here like before because he will attend to seminar.' so I should wait an hour and was late an hour of my day plan....
BUT I don't mean that messi is bad and my academy is bad. Just way of management...
I got stress today as well but I don't want to mention about it. 
  I don't have way to handle and relieve my stress. Usually I used to handle my stress by playing soccer and playing the guitar although I am really not good at playing it because it is fun and interesting! I can't handle my stress by soccer because recently, my kicking became totally, definitely, absolutely, suck.. I think the reason is that because I didn't play soccer for a while. I think My brother is better than me at least now. so whenever I play soccer with my soccer club and my brother, I get stress, not relieve stress. I am going to practice it during the easter holy week.(Everyday..) For playing the guitar, the circumstance is not good. 4th string has severed 2 weeks ago or more than that so I am not able to play the guitar..

I am looking for what can relieve my school.

???

  As you know, today is Tuesday.
  We are having Play Festival on March 26. I am not an important role but I am propsman(?), bitch and dancer. Because of role of bitch, I need wig to cover my gender and I think I have to scream when I am killed by Tim. However, I can't scream well. I don't know why but... just.. um...  I should practice screaming again and again. Now, I can understand Mika's feeling why she couldn't scream well when we practiced in music room. I am propsman  who transfer props... As a propsman I must know when I put the chair and transfer chairs, etc...  In other words, I must know the proper timing!! Actually I have practiced only once.. yesterday..  I got familiar with timing but I forgot some of timing today.. Am I pea brain??                            
   I am worrying about my costume. I am going to wear dress which woman usually wears, dancer costume(?) and black clothe for propsman.. I realized that play is never easy.. Oh my goodness. I am afraid of what kind of dress I am going to wear and where I will be able to change my costume.. WHERE?? I want to practice again in CFF? CSS?
   AND.. I am bitten by a mosquito.. AHHHHHHH!! It's itch!! I think in my house, many mosquitoes are living.. I hate mosquito!! especially while I am sleeping!!! oh no.. 
  Today, we learned about FAIRNESS. In my opinion, it is really hard to whether it is fair or not,
Sometimes, I think LIFE is unfair because who has wealth and who has poverty. This is absolutely unfair. Sometime, however, I think it is fair when I saw two people who have advantage and disadvantage of something. Then I realize 'In a sense, GOD is fair.' BUT!! there are some people who are perfect and makes me think ' GOD is not fair..' for example Song jung ki(gi?) and Kim tae hee . Their appearance is really good as well body and they were graduated good school which smart students can enter. um... for me... God is not fair.. 

These are their picture

Kim tae hee

Song jung ki

Tomorrow..

  Tomorrow we have practice for play but I am not sure whether I will be able to go or not.. because I have soccer game with my soccer club and after the game we are going to Laguna (?) to have better relationship between club members. As I mentioned it, I am almost a new born baby.. so at first, I avoid it because there are  many old(not really) people and going to drink and smoke... but I decided to go thanks to my housemate's (who is also member of soccer club) encourage. Actually I am looking forward what kind of situation will happen during the holiday(what can I call this ...).
  The name of soccer club is Parañaque(??? I am not sure about this spelling kk). We competed with other region's team in Korean sports festival but at last, we lost from the start.. ㅠㅠ The important fact is that first counterpart was Subic which was the Second winner... We lost 1:2 (Our team : Baguio).... It was too bad we lost like that...
 Because of this, I think I will not able to practice it with my friends and teacher until ending of the practice.

I am sorry guys!!

soccer

  Soccer... A sport which helped me... As I wrote the poem, thanks to soccer, I could have many my really friends. Now, I am member of soccer club which is made up of many old(?) members. They are more than 30 or De La Salle University students.. so I'm the youngest to the last. I am almost new born baby LOL. At first, I was uneasy because of their age. However, thanks to La Salle brothers, I could have more soft relationship with member of soccer club. Actually, I'm not good at soccer but just I'm enjoying playing soccer!
  The reason why I started to play soccer is my best friend. I was into basketball when the early semester, he and I became friend but I don't remember how we could be friend.
And he was really into soccer so naturally, I tried playing soccer as well. Because I was really suck, I felt boring and offended. Time passed by, I felt developing my soccer skill and had many friend who I didn't know before I knew.
After that, I became into not only soccer, but also what are not related to real soccer like FIFA online2 and soccer team and soccer tools(?).

  Frequently, I miss them and what play soccer with them at the same place, the same time with the same member. Then naturally, I miss the hometown, family and even acquaintances. 

  At last, my favorite soccer players are 

DAVID BECKHAM 

JUNINHO PERNAMBUCANO

Those are their free kick but you will notice that their style is different.

Sport Fest.

What the hell?  It's Sunday!! ..... Last Friday I was shocked thanks to my kind exam. I don't remember anything except playing soccer alone, eating Jajangmyeon. The exam motivated me to study hard but I don't know until 'When' it lasts. Yesterday, I went to Korean Sports Festival. I don't know exact name of it but I went to Makati University where it held. I was in Southern blahblah. In soccer match, I didn't have opportunity to join the match. Counterpart was baguio. we lost!!! Score was 2:1. BUT! Baguio was second of whole team.
We were not bad team. Never! During fest. me and my brother practiced trapping with a brother who is really good at trapping. Thanks to him, I got better. and.... Tomorrow is again Monday!!

Oh no!

Oh no!! I was so busy that post blog. Also time goes by too fast!! Tomorrow is already quarter exam.. Frankly, I haven't prepared for the exam.. so I'm really nervous. I think my grades will be suck..  If I read this post again after having the exam, I hope you have good grades Tony!! I should have studied more and more. I was too lazy and played a lot. Um..
The more I think, I realize I have many thing to do.. I'm sorry but I have to do something.
sorry!

First day of high school

 Today is 3/2 March... In Korea, middle school students became high school students as well my friends. I called my friend and asked how's it going. He said he is going to stay school at least until 10 o'clock. It's kind a prison which is like the hell. I felt terrible because if I didn't come here, I would go there as well.. Even, it's exclusive school!! for boy.(I was in exclusive middle school. so my standard of beauty became suck..LOL). Actually at first, I thought 'what a pity kk' but soon after, I realized that 'I want to feel the same emotion with my friends although it is hard..' I cannot feel the same way because I'm here. Sometimes, I don't remember their face without picture. It's been only 5 months even if we were in the same class for a year!! ... Oh My God.... I'm afraid of forgetting my dear friends...