The Things that I am going to do in Korea

 Oh Shit Shit! I can't stop saying Shit. I can't suppress my feeling! Though I am going to Korea after one week, not this Sunday, it is important just going to Korea. I want to inhale Korean air, sunlight, and walk along the Korean building.. Also, I want to see Korean teenagers. Because.. 
  First, I want to know what they are wearing these days. Since I came here, I don't know the trend of many things such as clothing and hair style.. I have made myself 호구(um.. kinds of stupid?) over trends.. so I haven't bought any clothing except two pants that I bought to celebrate coming here but doesn't fit anymore because it became small. So, now, I have two shirts, one pants. Except these, I have just! only! the soccer uniform!!! wow! fantastic baby? Is it possible that I who was interested in clothing have only these?? Oh.. but good thing is.. my house mate gave quite many clothes to wear at home because he is going to Korea to serve military service. All men Korean have to do it. It is a duty. If he didn't give me those, I would be clothing poor and fashion terrorist. Of course, wearing soccer uniform is sometimes convenience as it is comfortable. I don't have to prepare wearing well to be looked nice. What I have to do is.. just wearing one pant and one t-shirt. I didn't feel uncomfortable wearing soccer uniform when I go to somewhere to meet friends but recently, while I was looking the clothes chest, I realized that I don't have clothes contrary to what I thought. Yes, it was. There are so few casual clothes to wear when I go out.
  Second, I want to see just Korean people who are living in Korea. Just, I want to see them sitting on the stair. Sometimes, I could see pretty girls.. Yes! To be honest, I want to see a Korean girls who is quite pretty. I want to talk to her who I can have tension? suspension while I'm talking to.
  Third, I have to buy my underwears. I need more as well as my socks. I have so few socks not likely 4 months ago! Messi bro wore my socks and strained it! I am 255 and he is 275~280. Even, it was nike socks which Messi strained!! Ah.. my aunt gave it to me as a gift. It has special meaning for me... He broke my heart ㅠㅠ.
  Fourth, I am going to delicious restaurants with my family. I used to go there after going to bath house? public bath. Of course, when I arrive Korea, I will go public bath first. There are so many dead skins!! It is kind a dirty but I can feel? them...
 I excepted studying and playing with my friends because I wrote about these before.

I am coming Korea!

What heart says... and God

 When we face difficult situations to make decisions or behave with conscience, we usually pray to god to ask for help. For those who believe God, it is easy to get the answer but sometimes, it is really hard to do. Imagine we have to choose between Parents and Son or Daughter in the prison which can save only one group and the others die. Do you think God would give clear answer that you want? It seems easy but it is not. As you can see, there are quite many situations that you cannot decide cleverly. Most of this kinds of situations make us be in agony between ethic or morality and desires to survive. What are you going to do if you are put in the situation? Here, there is an example for this agonizing decision.
  The movie 'Alive' is about Uruguayan rugby team who were involved in the crash of Uruguayan Air Force Flight 571, which crashed into the Andes mountains. As time went by, many people died and there was no enough food so they decided to eat human flesh. At first, many people said they cannot eat Human because they were Catholic and eating human was absolutely big sin. However, at last, they ate human flesh in order to live, be alive. Thanks to(?) eating it, they could live more and rescued.
  What do you think about this? Most people would say, it is cruel and committing sins. But these are those who haven't watched this movie. In my opinion, most of people would eat it. In the movie, there   is a saying 'God would want them to act according to what their heart says.' Yes, I agree with this if, and only if people who believe and behave according to what their heart says are real people. I mean


people who don't use this for their own benefits. In this case, they did not use for their own benefits! 


Did they kill them to eat and survive? No. People who was eaten even told 'You can eat me.' before

he eaten. They got the permission! and they didn't have to be guilty for that. I am really not sure if 


Catholics believe that even if person died, the body is still sacred. Yes, it is but if we in that situation, 

what would we be doing? Just waiting rescues without doing anything? No. We have to do anything that we can do. Do you think that God wants survivors to die because of committing sins? It is not a sin! The deads are dead and survivors are survivors. Main character (I don't remember his name.) insisted that they had to keep going on although one didn't say 'Just go back.'. If they didn't eat human flesh, they would not live until they organized expedition! Of course, main character took an important role but food was important as well. If I am correct, 29 people were dead and 16 people survived. Did god want 16 people to die because eating human flesh is cruel sin? I do not thinks so..

  After watching this movie, I  made up my mind to live positively and try anything that I can do in order to live, or survive. It is a jolly good movie!!

There would no these if they didn't eat human flesh.

Bad words..

 It is impossible not to mention bad words when we are learning foreign language. For Filipino, they usually learn Korean bad words such as ssi bal (씨발/ fuck), byung shin(병신/retarded) ji ral (지랄  /bullshit). Many people said, 'Do not learn any bad words and use it although you know.' This is half-correct and half-wrong. What is correct is 'Do not use bad words although you know.' What is wrong is 'Do not learn any bad words.' In my opinion, this is wrong. Thanks to technology, we can go oversea and see many people who speak different language. Sometimes, they say bad things about us because we don't use their language and understand what they are talking about. I saw many Korean who say bad things to Filipino. This is bad but if that Filipino doesn't know what Korean is saying, he will never know if it is a praise or not. In order to know if they are saying bad about me, we need to learn bad words. Ironically, bad words are easy to memorize although it is quite hard.   Of course, if somebody say bad words often, we regard him or her as an uneducated, stupid person. Some of people think that it looks cool saying bad words, drinking and smoking. These don not help us! I heard that if we continue saying bad words, it will become a habits and say it unconsciously. This is really dangerous. Actually I experienced before. I used  to say bad words with my friends. When I was talking to my mom, I said what was not proper to say in front of mom. I was regretting saying it and quit doing it. There are problem to our attitude. For example, there is a girl who looks around average and as tall as me in my academy. According to my housemate, she said 'Oh, Fuck' when she poured water wrongly. Just she poured water and her hand got wet! That's it! When I heard from my housemate, I was really surprised and the image of her was absolutely broken. I considered her as a quite, curious and attractive girl! Oh no... She was just a girl who use bad word easily. Actually, I really don't like women who use bad words desperately. Now, I am wishing that she said by mistake. I hope so.. Even, I am trying not to use bad words by accident, unconsciously. Of course, I will not.

Mosquito!!

Ah!!! I hate  mosquito!! I jolly hate MOSQUITO!! While I am writing this, mosquito is biting me!!
 What is Mosquito? According to Wikepedia, 'The mosquitoes are a family of small, midge-like flies: the Culicidae. Although a few species are harmless or even useful to humanity, most are a nuisance because they suck blood from vertebrates, many of them attacking humans. In feeding on blood various species of mosquitoes transmit some of the most harmful human and livestock diseases. Some authorities argue accordingly that mosquitoes are the most dangerous animals on earth.'
Yes, it is. As you can see,  most of are a   nuisance because they suck  blood from vertebrates, especially  human. Yes... I am a  typical  example of this..  I have been bitten by horrible mosquito since last night! While I was sleeping, about 3? mosquitoes bites me again and again so I decided to transfer the  room. I and my brother live in the same room and Leo, Messi and a new student are using the same room. I  went there. At first, it was so itch that I cannot sleep but after few minutes, thanks to a kind  fan, I was able to have treacle sleep.
  Actually, this is  not first time to be interrupted sleeping by fuc@ing  mosquitoes.. I want to say, 'Please.. Makes people have a good  sleep without fuc@ing mosquitoes.. please!'  When the word, mosquito comes to me, I say fuc@ing mosquito unconsciously. Who can say that 'Mosquitoes are useful.'? This is bullshit. What are the good things by existence of mosquito?  The more I thinks, The more belief that there is no advantage of mosquito. An hour ago, I scratched my ankle myself because it was too itch to scratch it until I have a skinned ankle.. So.. I applied sticking plaster. It is stinging now. uwe.. It is annoying!!
  As well, mosquitoes infect us many diseases. For instance, first, they suck someone's blood which has disease. Second, that mosquito suck another people's blood who doesn't have any disease. When it sucks people's blood, some bloods from people who has diseases can go inside. At last,  mosquito transmits illness and  people infected could  die because of tiny things! The typical person who died because of mosquito according to history, is Alexandros the Great. He died because of malaria from Anopheles species! Mainly, Female mosquito sucks blood to reproduce. I am not sure if male mosquito sucks as well, or not. Anyway, how dangerous insects! They can transmit many kinds of illness to us, people. If you enlarge picture of mosquito, you will hate and disgust mosquitoes.

Here's the mosquito!

Schindler's list...

  I was super duper impressed!! I didn't know that there was a great movie, Schindler's list. I have never felt this kinds of feeling except Forest Gump. This movie is about A German gentle man, Jews and the Nazis. As you can notice, its background is World War 2 when Germany and Japan declared war on many countries. At that time, Adolf Hitler was the most powerful leader of Germany. He ruled his country with persecuting Jews. They discriminated and persecuted because it was written that Jews are son of Satan, lascivious and like money. As most European were so religious that they believed everything written on new testament. Gradually, they had something against Jews. And, personally, Adolf Hitler hate Jews because he was declined by Jews professor when he applied for college of fine arts. Also, he needed Jews so that he could take a high position of Nazis. These are why they persecuted Jews.

  Main character is Oskar Schindler. He made a huge, immense money by selling pots and hiring Jews who worked with lower wage than Poles. One day, one Jew came his factory and pleaded for saving her parents.  And he saved them. He started to help and save Jews who were in Krakow camp. At last, he bought them, around 1100 people, brought them to his hometown and built the factory which mainly made war supplies such as cartridge until  the war ended. After war ended, he left..

  In my opinion, Oskar Schindler is both virtuous and immoral.. Of course, you might think ' why is he immoral? You wrote ' He saved a lot of Jews!!' Yes, I did but there is a missing one. In the movie, there is several scenes that Oskar Schindler have a sex with some girls even though HE IS A MARRIED MAN. I know.. He saved  lots of people, regret not to save more Jews by selling the car, and Nazis badge and even he cries! He did those things with really peril venture. If it was caught by German government, he would be executed or hanged. Literally, he ventured his life on saving Jews from fate of death! He could not do it if he was a coward. I think his charisma was so strong that the other people would follow him. His height took a prominent role in the movie. The actor is Liam Nesson. His height is.. 193cm!! 6.4 ft!!! Anyway.. Because of his good looking and wealth, many girls approached him and slept with them. His wife saw him with a new girl. This is absolutely serious sin not only according to bible but morality as well. Yes, if we compare between two, saving 1100 people and sleeping with girls even though he is a married man, many people would say it it okay to have some girls because he was a rich and saved many people! No.. No.. This is wrong. We cannot admire a person  who is not moral. Imagine that your wife or husband is having a sex with someone. Is it okay? Absolutely not. In the movie, he was arrested because he kissed a Jew girl long.(Somehow.. Intensely?) I CANNOT AGREE WITH THAT HE IS NOT IMMORAL.

  In the movie, there was a saying, 'Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire.' Yes, I agree with  this saying and I believe that Oskar Schindler saved the world because he save around 1100 people!! They are all people who experienced the moment which was worse the dying and they thought 'we cannot get out of this terrible situation.' something like this. And he saved these people like god! I thing such these people would not think committing criminal, stealing. They would think ' I will help many people as much as possible like Mr.Schindler !' and start to help poor people and contribute for country. As well, I believe that the life is not what someone can take. It is precious! If somebody takes life of person, he would have to be punished. In this case, Germany killed massive people. They massacred! Descendants of Jews, who Schindler saved, are really many..(I can't remember.. what a shame.) As I wrote, Life is really precious though it is only one life. Here, however, he saved 1100 PEOPLE!! It is enough number to save the world entire. 1100 people might influence more than 2000 people! and they would teach good thing from Schindler. 

  The scene.. at the end of the movie, party assembled at Osakar Schindler's grave. I was really surprised because I could not imagine that those who could live thanks to him are still alive in 1994. I think the movie was so good because it was black and white movie. Um.. I could feel something that I cannot explain. But it was good.After watching this movie I decided to live like him. Of course, there are many people who I want to be similar. I will do my best to live like them.

I am really happy to watch this movie although it was 2:35 long.

Vocabulary

 The Vocabulary is the most important things to learn any languages. The sentence, and phrase are made up of many vocabularies. We usually learn these things through books, news, newspaper, television.; Social media. For example, when we were young, we used to read books and watched TV. When we saw or heard words that we don't know, we asked mother or father who you can believe. Sometimes, we learned what it is by learning once. However, it is different when it comes to the second language like me. If I was  young less than 12, I would adopt new language fast. I don't mean that I cannot learn the second language since I am 15 now. The difference is just how fast I learn and adopt it. For me, to memorize or learn second language, it takes little bit a long time. I can adopt Korean vocabularies fast but not an English.
   These days, I am trying to learn or memorize basic English words from a vocabulary book. Of course, there are some words that I know. Though it is, I don't overlook those but take a look at those at least once. The more I study, The more disappointment I feel because I realize that there are so massive, immense, and enormous words that I don't know. Of course, I really know well that vocabularies are important to learn every languages. I regret not memorizing word since I have come here, the Philippines. I did't know about my vocabs skills. Perhaps, I overestimated myself. Something like self-confident? 
     SO, My plan is like this. First, Finish the book that are many basic words and I am memorizing.
Second, review those things not to forget but it would not take long time. Third, I have another book that contains more difficult words than what I am doing now. Of course, this book can be easy for some people. I know that. But for me, it is not. So I am going to memorize the words that are written in that book.

VOCABULARY!!!

Field Trip?

Field Trip..

It's quite late to post this topic.. but this would not be meaningless because it was my first time in MIT international school,the Philippines. At first, when I heard about it 3 weeks ago, when prom was coming, I was not expect that it would be exciting. I thought that it would be just... so so or less than that since I had been a lot of good place in Korea. But, this thought was totally wrong. Quezon, Lucban(?) was terrific! I could feel Philippines original(?) environment and watch lots of beautiful place such as tall trees, big leaves, and green mountains. As well, I could see many things that I can't see nearby MITIS, and home. Of course, when I went to Cavite to play soccer,  I usually saw many provincial things but what I saw on the way to our destination was totally different with that. The houses were not that good and little children were wearing old clothes which seemed like what his brother gave. In some ways, I felt something sympathy but in other ways, I thought ' Are these people living without serious problems or concerns about money of desire for electronics? But the important thing was that the time to worry about these didn't last long because I got up at 4 o'clock!! I was about to die because of sleepiness! Moreover, I was not able to sleep while the bus was going to Lucban.. thanks to Grade 10 our brothers, me and deok were really, absolutely uncomfortable, and uneasy. On the way to go our destination, I regretted joining field trip.  Fortunately, I could arrive without throwing up..  

 The resort? was quite good. There were many interesting place where we could enjoy many activities. Especially, I liked the artificial wall(?) where we could climb and swimming pool, of course, where we could swim. Before we started to swim, we ate lunch. I heard that it was filipino food so I expected that it would not be not that delicious. I completely missed forecasts.. It was jolly masarab!! After eating lunch we swam.. it was fun as well and we prepared to to home and  we rode a bus. I sat beside Deok. It was definitely better than before. But on the way to go mitis, traffic was horrible. Anyway, I went to home and I fell asleep at once..                                                    

It is 4:40.. 

Finally, we arrived!! WE WERE EXHAUSTED already..

We went to auditorium to have an orientation. Still, I was exhausted.

This is part of our activities. It required  stable team works.

We finished an activity which was filling the pipe which has many holes. But some people just pretended to fill it and pour it above me and JF LOL

I didn't know my hair was like that.. and my face as well...kk

With teacher lyle and my friends!