The Things that I am going to do in Korea

 Oh Shit Shit! I can't stop saying Shit. I can't suppress my feeling! Though I am going to Korea after one week, not this Sunday, it is important just going to Korea. I want to inhale Korean air, sunlight, and walk along the Korean building.. Also, I want to see Korean teenagers. Because.. 
  First, I want to know what they are wearing these days. Since I came here, I don't know the trend of many things such as clothing and hair style.. I have made myself 호구(um.. kinds of stupid?) over trends.. so I haven't bought any clothing except two pants that I bought to celebrate coming here but doesn't fit anymore because it became small. So, now, I have two shirts, one pants. Except these, I have just! only! the soccer uniform!!! wow! fantastic baby? Is it possible that I who was interested in clothing have only these?? Oh.. but good thing is.. my house mate gave quite many clothes to wear at home because he is going to Korea to serve military service. All men Korean have to do it. It is a duty. If he didn't give me those, I would be clothing poor and fashion terrorist. Of course, wearing soccer uniform is sometimes convenience as it is comfortable. I don't have to prepare wearing well to be looked nice. What I have to do is.. just wearing one pant and one t-shirt. I didn't feel uncomfortable wearing soccer uniform when I go to somewhere to meet friends but recently, while I was looking the clothes chest, I realized that I don't have clothes contrary to what I thought. Yes, it was. There are so few casual clothes to wear when I go out.
  Second, I want to see just Korean people who are living in Korea. Just, I want to see them sitting on the stair. Sometimes, I could see pretty girls.. Yes! To be honest, I want to see a Korean girls who is quite pretty. I want to talk to her who I can have tension? suspension while I'm talking to.
  Third, I have to buy my underwears. I need more as well as my socks. I have so few socks not likely 4 months ago! Messi bro wore my socks and strained it! I am 255 and he is 275~280. Even, it was nike socks which Messi strained!! Ah.. my aunt gave it to me as a gift. It has special meaning for me... He broke my heart ㅠㅠ.
  Fourth, I am going to delicious restaurants with my family. I used to go there after going to bath house? public bath. Of course, when I arrive Korea, I will go public bath first. There are so many dead skins!! It is kind a dirty but I can feel? them...
 I excepted studying and playing with my friends because I wrote about these before.

I am coming Korea!

What heart says... and God

 When we face difficult situations to make decisions or behave with conscience, we usually pray to god to ask for help. For those who believe God, it is easy to get the answer but sometimes, it is really hard to do. Imagine we have to choose between Parents and Son or Daughter in the prison which can save only one group and the others die. Do you think God would give clear answer that you want? It seems easy but it is not. As you can see, there are quite many situations that you cannot decide cleverly. Most of this kinds of situations make us be in agony between ethic or morality and desires to survive. What are you going to do if you are put in the situation? Here, there is an example for this agonizing decision.
  The movie 'Alive' is about Uruguayan rugby team who were involved in the crash of Uruguayan Air Force Flight 571, which crashed into the Andes mountains. As time went by, many people died and there was no enough food so they decided to eat human flesh. At first, many people said they cannot eat Human because they were Catholic and eating human was absolutely big sin. However, at last, they ate human flesh in order to live, be alive. Thanks to(?) eating it, they could live more and rescued.
  What do you think about this? Most people would say, it is cruel and committing sins. But these are those who haven't watched this movie. In my opinion, most of people would eat it. In the movie, there   is a saying 'God would want them to act according to what their heart says.' Yes, I agree with this if, and only if people who believe and behave according to what their heart says are real people. I mean


people who don't use this for their own benefits. In this case, they did not use for their own benefits! 


Did they kill them to eat and survive? No. People who was eaten even told 'You can eat me.' before

he eaten. They got the permission! and they didn't have to be guilty for that. I am really not sure if 


Catholics believe that even if person died, the body is still sacred. Yes, it is but if we in that situation, 

what would we be doing? Just waiting rescues without doing anything? No. We have to do anything that we can do. Do you think that God wants survivors to die because of committing sins? It is not a sin! The deads are dead and survivors are survivors. Main character (I don't remember his name.) insisted that they had to keep going on although one didn't say 'Just go back.'. If they didn't eat human flesh, they would not live until they organized expedition! Of course, main character took an important role but food was important as well. If I am correct, 29 people were dead and 16 people survived. Did god want 16 people to die because eating human flesh is cruel sin? I do not thinks so..

  After watching this movie, I  made up my mind to live positively and try anything that I can do in order to live, or survive. It is a jolly good movie!!

There would no these if they didn't eat human flesh.

Bad words..

 It is impossible not to mention bad words when we are learning foreign language. For Filipino, they usually learn Korean bad words such as ssi bal (씨발/ fuck), byung shin(병신/retarded) ji ral (지랄  /bullshit). Many people said, 'Do not learn any bad words and use it although you know.' This is half-correct and half-wrong. What is correct is 'Do not use bad words although you know.' What is wrong is 'Do not learn any bad words.' In my opinion, this is wrong. Thanks to technology, we can go oversea and see many people who speak different language. Sometimes, they say bad things about us because we don't use their language and understand what they are talking about. I saw many Korean who say bad things to Filipino. This is bad but if that Filipino doesn't know what Korean is saying, he will never know if it is a praise or not. In order to know if they are saying bad about me, we need to learn bad words. Ironically, bad words are easy to memorize although it is quite hard.   Of course, if somebody say bad words often, we regard him or her as an uneducated, stupid person. Some of people think that it looks cool saying bad words, drinking and smoking. These don not help us! I heard that if we continue saying bad words, it will become a habits and say it unconsciously. This is really dangerous. Actually I experienced before. I used  to say bad words with my friends. When I was talking to my mom, I said what was not proper to say in front of mom. I was regretting saying it and quit doing it. There are problem to our attitude. For example, there is a girl who looks around average and as tall as me in my academy. According to my housemate, she said 'Oh, Fuck' when she poured water wrongly. Just she poured water and her hand got wet! That's it! When I heard from my housemate, I was really surprised and the image of her was absolutely broken. I considered her as a quite, curious and attractive girl! Oh no... She was just a girl who use bad word easily. Actually, I really don't like women who use bad words desperately. Now, I am wishing that she said by mistake. I hope so.. Even, I am trying not to use bad words by accident, unconsciously. Of course, I will not.

Mosquito!!

Ah!!! I hate  mosquito!! I jolly hate MOSQUITO!! While I am writing this, mosquito is biting me!!
 What is Mosquito? According to Wikepedia, 'The mosquitoes are a family of small, midge-like flies: the Culicidae. Although a few species are harmless or even useful to humanity, most are a nuisance because they suck blood from vertebrates, many of them attacking humans. In feeding on blood various species of mosquitoes transmit some of the most harmful human and livestock diseases. Some authorities argue accordingly that mosquitoes are the most dangerous animals on earth.'
Yes, it is. As you can see,  most of are a   nuisance because they suck  blood from vertebrates, especially  human. Yes... I am a  typical  example of this..  I have been bitten by horrible mosquito since last night! While I was sleeping, about 3? mosquitoes bites me again and again so I decided to transfer the  room. I and my brother live in the same room and Leo, Messi and a new student are using the same room. I  went there. At first, it was so itch that I cannot sleep but after few minutes, thanks to a kind  fan, I was able to have treacle sleep.
  Actually, this is  not first time to be interrupted sleeping by fuc@ing  mosquitoes.. I want to say, 'Please.. Makes people have a good  sleep without fuc@ing mosquitoes.. please!'  When the word, mosquito comes to me, I say fuc@ing mosquito unconsciously. Who can say that 'Mosquitoes are useful.'? This is bullshit. What are the good things by existence of mosquito?  The more I thinks, The more belief that there is no advantage of mosquito. An hour ago, I scratched my ankle myself because it was too itch to scratch it until I have a skinned ankle.. So.. I applied sticking plaster. It is stinging now. uwe.. It is annoying!!
  As well, mosquitoes infect us many diseases. For instance, first, they suck someone's blood which has disease. Second, that mosquito suck another people's blood who doesn't have any disease. When it sucks people's blood, some bloods from people who has diseases can go inside. At last,  mosquito transmits illness and  people infected could  die because of tiny things! The typical person who died because of mosquito according to history, is Alexandros the Great. He died because of malaria from Anopheles species! Mainly, Female mosquito sucks blood to reproduce. I am not sure if male mosquito sucks as well, or not. Anyway, how dangerous insects! They can transmit many kinds of illness to us, people. If you enlarge picture of mosquito, you will hate and disgust mosquitoes.

Here's the mosquito!

Schindler's list...

  I was super duper impressed!! I didn't know that there was a great movie, Schindler's list. I have never felt this kinds of feeling except Forest Gump. This movie is about A German gentle man, Jews and the Nazis. As you can notice, its background is World War 2 when Germany and Japan declared war on many countries. At that time, Adolf Hitler was the most powerful leader of Germany. He ruled his country with persecuting Jews. They discriminated and persecuted because it was written that Jews are son of Satan, lascivious and like money. As most European were so religious that they believed everything written on new testament. Gradually, they had something against Jews. And, personally, Adolf Hitler hate Jews because he was declined by Jews professor when he applied for college of fine arts. Also, he needed Jews so that he could take a high position of Nazis. These are why they persecuted Jews.

  Main character is Oskar Schindler. He made a huge, immense money by selling pots and hiring Jews who worked with lower wage than Poles. One day, one Jew came his factory and pleaded for saving her parents.  And he saved them. He started to help and save Jews who were in Krakow camp. At last, he bought them, around 1100 people, brought them to his hometown and built the factory which mainly made war supplies such as cartridge until  the war ended. After war ended, he left..

  In my opinion, Oskar Schindler is both virtuous and immoral.. Of course, you might think ' why is he immoral? You wrote ' He saved a lot of Jews!!' Yes, I did but there is a missing one. In the movie, there is several scenes that Oskar Schindler have a sex with some girls even though HE IS A MARRIED MAN. I know.. He saved  lots of people, regret not to save more Jews by selling the car, and Nazis badge and even he cries! He did those things with really peril venture. If it was caught by German government, he would be executed or hanged. Literally, he ventured his life on saving Jews from fate of death! He could not do it if he was a coward. I think his charisma was so strong that the other people would follow him. His height took a prominent role in the movie. The actor is Liam Nesson. His height is.. 193cm!! 6.4 ft!!! Anyway.. Because of his good looking and wealth, many girls approached him and slept with them. His wife saw him with a new girl. This is absolutely serious sin not only according to bible but morality as well. Yes, if we compare between two, saving 1100 people and sleeping with girls even though he is a married man, many people would say it it okay to have some girls because he was a rich and saved many people! No.. No.. This is wrong. We cannot admire a person  who is not moral. Imagine that your wife or husband is having a sex with someone. Is it okay? Absolutely not. In the movie, he was arrested because he kissed a Jew girl long.(Somehow.. Intensely?) I CANNOT AGREE WITH THAT HE IS NOT IMMORAL.

  In the movie, there was a saying, 'Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire.' Yes, I agree with  this saying and I believe that Oskar Schindler saved the world because he save around 1100 people!! They are all people who experienced the moment which was worse the dying and they thought 'we cannot get out of this terrible situation.' something like this. And he saved these people like god! I thing such these people would not think committing criminal, stealing. They would think ' I will help many people as much as possible like Mr.Schindler !' and start to help poor people and contribute for country. As well, I believe that the life is not what someone can take. It is precious! If somebody takes life of person, he would have to be punished. In this case, Germany killed massive people. They massacred! Descendants of Jews, who Schindler saved, are really many..(I can't remember.. what a shame.) As I wrote, Life is really precious though it is only one life. Here, however, he saved 1100 PEOPLE!! It is enough number to save the world entire. 1100 people might influence more than 2000 people! and they would teach good thing from Schindler. 

  The scene.. at the end of the movie, party assembled at Osakar Schindler's grave. I was really surprised because I could not imagine that those who could live thanks to him are still alive in 1994. I think the movie was so good because it was black and white movie. Um.. I could feel something that I cannot explain. But it was good.After watching this movie I decided to live like him. Of course, there are many people who I want to be similar. I will do my best to live like them.

I am really happy to watch this movie although it was 2:35 long.

Vocabulary

 The Vocabulary is the most important things to learn any languages. The sentence, and phrase are made up of many vocabularies. We usually learn these things through books, news, newspaper, television.; Social media. For example, when we were young, we used to read books and watched TV. When we saw or heard words that we don't know, we asked mother or father who you can believe. Sometimes, we learned what it is by learning once. However, it is different when it comes to the second language like me. If I was  young less than 12, I would adopt new language fast. I don't mean that I cannot learn the second language since I am 15 now. The difference is just how fast I learn and adopt it. For me, to memorize or learn second language, it takes little bit a long time. I can adopt Korean vocabularies fast but not an English.
   These days, I am trying to learn or memorize basic English words from a vocabulary book. Of course, there are some words that I know. Though it is, I don't overlook those but take a look at those at least once. The more I study, The more disappointment I feel because I realize that there are so massive, immense, and enormous words that I don't know. Of course, I really know well that vocabularies are important to learn every languages. I regret not memorizing word since I have come here, the Philippines. I did't know about my vocabs skills. Perhaps, I overestimated myself. Something like self-confident? 
     SO, My plan is like this. First, Finish the book that are many basic words and I am memorizing.
Second, review those things not to forget but it would not take long time. Third, I have another book that contains more difficult words than what I am doing now. Of course, this book can be easy for some people. I know that. But for me, it is not. So I am going to memorize the words that are written in that book.

VOCABULARY!!!

Field Trip?

Field Trip..

It's quite late to post this topic.. but this would not be meaningless because it was my first time in MIT international school,the Philippines. At first, when I heard about it 3 weeks ago, when prom was coming, I was not expect that it would be exciting. I thought that it would be just... so so or less than that since I had been a lot of good place in Korea. But, this thought was totally wrong. Quezon, Lucban(?) was terrific! I could feel Philippines original(?) environment and watch lots of beautiful place such as tall trees, big leaves, and green mountains. As well, I could see many things that I can't see nearby MITIS, and home. Of course, when I went to Cavite to play soccer,  I usually saw many provincial things but what I saw on the way to our destination was totally different with that. The houses were not that good and little children were wearing old clothes which seemed like what his brother gave. In some ways, I felt something sympathy but in other ways, I thought ' Are these people living without serious problems or concerns about money of desire for electronics? But the important thing was that the time to worry about these didn't last long because I got up at 4 o'clock!! I was about to die because of sleepiness! Moreover, I was not able to sleep while the bus was going to Lucban.. thanks to Grade 10 our brothers, me and deok were really, absolutely uncomfortable, and uneasy. On the way to go our destination, I regretted joining field trip.  Fortunately, I could arrive without throwing up..  

 The resort? was quite good. There were many interesting place where we could enjoy many activities. Especially, I liked the artificial wall(?) where we could climb and swimming pool, of course, where we could swim. Before we started to swim, we ate lunch. I heard that it was filipino food so I expected that it would not be not that delicious. I completely missed forecasts.. It was jolly masarab!! After eating lunch we swam.. it was fun as well and we prepared to to home and  we rode a bus. I sat beside Deok. It was definitely better than before. But on the way to go mitis, traffic was horrible. Anyway, I went to home and I fell asleep at once..                                                    

It is 4:40.. 

Finally, we arrived!! WE WERE EXHAUSTED already..

We went to auditorium to have an orientation. Still, I was exhausted.

This is part of our activities. It required  stable team works.

We finished an activity which was filling the pipe which has many holes. But some people just pretended to fill it and pour it above me and JF LOL

I didn't know my hair was like that.. and my face as well...kk

With teacher lyle and my friends!

Different Kinds of Discriminations

  We are all different from the head to the feet. Our appearance, personality, height, weight, hobby,,
there are no people who has the same things with the others! Of course, twins can be but even, their personalities are different.. There's no same thing but the similarities. Because of this, we sometimes argue, fight, even discriminate. Then, what kinds of discrimination are there? There are many kinds of discrimination but I will confine in school because I am a student and I experienced it.
   First, Discrimination because of his physical weakness. I thinks this is the most common. When I was in elementary school, there were always bullyed, discriminated students. They had the same things. It is their HABITS. For example, when I was grade 2, there was a boy(I can't tell him as a my friend..) who used to eat runny nose. Sometimes, when we get a cold, we swallow runny nose so that we can breathe. But he was different. First, he blew his nose in order that runny nose can comes out.
Second, He blew his nose more so that it can reach to mouth through philtrum. At last, he ate it! I was really shocked at that time.. I thought that is what crazy person could do! He was not crazy at all. He was not bad student.. except eating it..  Because of that habit, he was discriminated until 14? more than that? although he quit eating it.
   Second, Finance. Of course, because life is not fair, there is a poor and rich. Usually, rich people can easily buy something expensive, and new. It can be a trend among group that he is in, and he show off to his friends, classmates. However, poor cannot buy those stuff because they should save the money. Then, they can't buy those although most of his friends or classmates have. I don't know why but people tend to ignore poor. So they usually ignore them. When it becomes severe, they discriminate people.. Actually, I was one of them.. When I was young, it was really popular to have a pencil case that has games such as basketball game, pinball and even electronic games. These were expensive compare to usual ones. Usual ones were about P100? but those had games were about P300~400. It is expensive till now. I made up my mind not to buy it because I thought it was not necessary! But, my friends started to buy it and it was rare not to have that kinds of pencil case. Although it was, I didn't buy it until my friends said ' why you don't have this pencil case? Are you a poor?' and stated to discriminated those who didn't have games pencil case. I was shocked... I had't thought that those who doesn't have game pencil case are poor. I was afraid of being discriminated so I bought it... I could watch them who didn't have it being discriminated.. ' He doesn't have this! He is probably poor.. Let us not play with him.' This was totally bullshit.. 
  The last, study. People who are good at studying tend to ignore who are not. To be honest, I did as well when I taught math to my friends who were my good  friends. I didn't mean but I said 'Don't you know this question? It is easy!!!' Something like this.. I said it unintentionally!! Fortunately, they told me that I tend to ignore them. And I realized that this is really super duper horrible thing that ignore people.. From then on, I have tried not to repeat again..
  There are the other discriminations that I didn't mention. As you can see, there are so many types of  discrimination. I am trying to not be included in the group of discriminating people. Although it is hard to remove discrimination, we should reduce it step by step.

Regret

 I think we are living with immense regrets.. I can say confidently, I AM YOUNG but there are so many things I regret. I saw My brother, also most of people saying  'Oh... I should have done this..' ' I should NOT have done this..'etc. why do people repeat regretting over and over? Sometime, we commit many regrettable things and mistakes I committed a lot of things that I regret.. It is painful since it hurts me. Nowadays, What I usually regret is that I did not study English from I came here. I played soccer again and again although I suck.. Sometimes, I regret watching porn. After watching it, I used to regret and think 'Why am I looking this kinds of video? Oh shit.. I should have played soccer rather watching it.. oh.. I will not watch porn anymore!' But, after 2 weeks, I can find myself doing the same thing that I did ㅠㅠ This is my problem.. My indecisive attitude causes me to do it again.. Now, I don't watch it anymore.. I am not sure about word 'anymore' but I will try to make it sure. One of things I regret is soccer.. I should have started soccer when I was 11? 12 years old.. At that time, I was playing with my friends, who were my classmates, all day long, We played tag or what we called 'escape' but  we didn't play soccer at all.. I don't know why ... If I played soccer everyday with those who I played with when I was 12, I would be able to, no, would absolutely good at playing soccer. More than 100 times of my present soccer skills? Nowadays, what I regret mainly is my homework.. Last Wednesday, teacher mae said 'if you make a power point(?) about Malcom X, I will give additional points in Long test.' I was supposed to make it but I was not able to find the video file of it.. As you know, My laptop has broken so I could download using any torrents..ayna ko... These are what I have regretted..As I am a human, it is impossible not to make any mistakes and regrets as well.. but I will try not to be happened frequently.. 

P.S I am getting use to say bad words.. I won't use bad words!!

Sorry Jerry!

Prom..

 um,,.. Finally, two days ago, we had a prom that I expected there would be pretty girls... I was so stupid. What I saw was a MOVIE!! Students were all actors, and actress! and, Moreover, in grade 9, there are so few girls, compare to number of boys. its proportion is not balanced. AND, Hanmi  and Lexie didn't come to the prom!! um.. I don't know why they didn't come.. why?? why?? 
  Before I went to Acacia Hotel, I was so nervous.. I don't know why.. but maybe because it was my first time of attending prom? My heartbeat goes up(right expression?). When I went there, I was surprised,, there were so many handsome guys and pretty girls there! I realized that girls absolutely becomes pretty when they get make up.. As well, I realized that clothing makes people handsome or worse. I watched two type of people. One, who is not actually handsome/pretty but became attractive because he/she wore fancy? nice suit and dress, however, the other one, who is quite handsome , pretty but because of suit/dress, he/she didn't look like usual. Our Grade 9 was good in general.
   At first, we ate bread and chicken for appetite. Chicken soup was masarab.. but WAITER DID'T GIVE ME A BREAD!! I was little bit disappointed LOL. After that, next menu was .... I don't know but.. It was beef? pork? with rice. The meat was quite delicious but the problem was rice.. It was mixed with what looked like grass.. Probably herb? To say frankly, IT WAS TERRIBLE.. the rice didn't have any specific flavor but I could smell something that I can't explain.. The good thing was, after that, dish was cheese cake. It was so sweet that I could forget terrible flavor. But I couldn't eat twice.. it was so sweet.. Is my tongue strange?? 
   Next, It was time to present our performance.. Our performance was about singing 'Teenage dream(?)' BUT, Sam suddenly vanished!! so Jerry who knows all lyrics of it performed instead of Sam.. It was really wrong. He is not responsible for it! Anyway, they performed.. but the amplifier... The amplifier was really really problem.. Staff should have placed microphone near to John to be heard clearly! I think teenage dream cannot be played well without playing the guitar.. Because of mistaken, the other audiences would thought 'Is this performance for comedy?' this is exaggeration but.. It was almost like this.Of course, lacking of practice was the problem as well, but they could do well in the prom!! What a shame! Sayang...
   The other performances were not bad actually. Singers were good.. Of course, they were absolutely better than me LOL. and, Upper grade sisters(?) danced.. it was gooood kkkk. We had a dance time for around 10 minutes. Actually, I really not good at dancing (what is what I can do well?? um.. it's the problem ㅠㅠ) yeah but I enjoyed well.. Some of brothers, sisters were really good! and while the others were dancing, grade 9 boys (not all of boys.. sayang!) took a picture with ms.mae.
Highlight? Climax of prom performance was BAND. Their performance was exciting! All of us jumped and shouted although our population was so small.. as well, compare to the room..
   I don't care about king, queen, price, and princess of the prom. Grade 9 was not included.. MY goodness!! 
  After finishing the prom,, I wanted to have more time to enjoy the time with only grade 9.. but before I told them, they already left.. .but It's okay! we have another prom next year.. I hope there will be more pretty girls.. Maybe, girls hope that there will be more handsome boys in next prom LOL

It's me!

HANDSOME GUYS!

6 months

   It has been 6 months since I came here, the Philippines. Time goes by too fast.. I don't feel that I have lived here for 6 MONTHS! This is half - year. So, today, I made up my mind to review(?) what I have done. 
     As, I wrote it on writing 3rd quarter exam, I didn't come here with satisfied agreement. Because of my mother's occupation( now, thanks to my mother) I weren't able to decline it so that I and my brother take advantages by living in Korea. At that time, I really didn't want to come here as I had(until now!) many friends that I became friends with thanks to soccer and the other ways. I adapted school life so much! Although I was in exclusive school(BOY'S ONLY!), I adapted that kinds  of gloomy environment(LOL). Of course, I was not comfortable such as dull atmosphere. But after a year, I could live well? among group of men. Fortunately, I met friends who were  really kind and didn't do bad things such as smoking, drinking.. something like that.. I am appreciating my adviser teachers for not giving me classes that were kinds of bullying students. They used to smoke, drink, and even take the money from us!! But they didn't ask me to give the money. Of course, I would not give any money when they asked me to give it. It is stupid thing! They are just kid. They are not an 17~19!  Anyway,, why is it like this? I mean, I think I could be that kinds of people if I hang out with that kinds of friends. I was a friend many student. I used to play with friends who are bullying people later. So, I trusted them more since they are preserver of my life! Moreover, thanks to soccer, I became more friendly with them as well, I could have many new friends who were(are) so kind and good as well as my formal friends. 
       But, oneday, my mother said ' we will go to the Philippines for your studying. Prepare what you are going to use in there.' I was really surprised.. but soon, I calmed down(?). I had quite long time before I live! Before a month I live, however, I realized that my friends are going to have exam that decide what high school they are going to enroll.. It was really  important exam in the middle school.(Actually, all exams are important) I couldn't say 'I am leaving on November 4th..' since we were grade 3rd, it took a quite percentages.. It can be just my delude but I didn't want to affect them anything related to study. So, after the finishing the last exam of grade 3rd, I played with my friends only half and a day. It was really really super duper sorrow.. I was supposed to visit my school before  I am leaving but I didn't.. I would be um... really .. sad.
     At last, I came the Philippines. I didn't know what to do!  What I only know was that I have to study English.. To have enough English skills to enroll school, I went academy for 3 months.  It helped me a lot. The problems that Korean has is that they can't speak well with foreigner although they are good in vocabs and reading.(It doesn't meant that I was goods at vocabs and reading. Just normal Korean) And, I entered MITIS. I didn't know what to do at that time. Just what I could do was just listening, keeping quite. I could adapt new school environment thanks to kind teachers(???) and friends. Thank you guys!! 
     Nowadays.. As I wrote, I think I am getting more lazy and lazy. I don't concentrate school as I concentrated in 3rd quarter. As teacher mae said, I am trying to do what I did. But this is not easy.. I don't remember what I did! This is the problem.. But I will really try to do my best not to regret what I did ,in the future!

Pressure?

  Today is already Friday.. Time goes by but I don't know if it goes fast.. IT IS TOO FAST!!  W got report cards for 3th quarter which I took for the first time in the Philippines. I was quite nervous as I didn't know if there are low grades or not. Hopefully, The lowest grade was B!! but this is not good.. The reason is.. that Subject that I got B is  English!! As you know, English is what T.mae teaches for grade 9 and she is in charge of our grade. Namely, she is an advise teacher. I AM REALLY , SUPER DUPER SORRY FOR THIS SCORE.. I will try to get, get good score in this quarter exam! I am not familiar with INTERPRETING poem and FINDING deep meaning of essay or sentence.. I don't know how ti interpret these well. If you can, could you help me? 
   Nowadays, I think I am getting more lazy and lazy because of holy week vacation. I felt like It is okay to play with something until now. BUT, this is totally wrong. I had quiz for math 3? days ago. I didn't learn it even in Korea. So, I had to study hard but I didn't. Because I am lazy? um.. I don't know. So.. as you can expect, I got really, really low grade in that quiz.. This is really such an ashamed fault.. AND, I didn't know if there was social studies quiz or not.. I should have checked whiteboard. This is really ashamed fault as well. It means, I am not concentrate on my study! I know obviously that I am different compare on? in? before. I don't smile like before, I don't concentrate on school like before. I don't mean, I CAN'T. I DO NOT.. Just I feel like that. I don't know why, but maybe because of going process of adapting  new surrounding which uses ENGLISH. I thought this process of adapting this country, school would be not hard.. I overestimated me. I was boastful, yabang.. Taking this opportunity, I AM GOING TO STUDY HARDER than before.
   But, the problem is pressure that I have to do and be better than 3th quarter. I was quite surprised as I got quite? high grades contrary to my expectation. As I wrote, I got the lowest grade in English.. I quite expected that I would have low grade on it.. but I did't expect that it would be LOWEST grade.. OMG! I am not sure but maybe due to pressure, I cannot take it away from my mind.. I am afraid of disappearances of many teachers, my friends and my parents. Sometimes, I imagine them blaming me because of my lower grade of 4th quarter..  This is really bad situation, isn't this? uwe...  
    There are so many things that I don't know.. from Vocabs, even to speaking.  Sometimes, I can't talk with my friend using an English. I don't know why, but maybe I am embarrassed? But I will try to be familiar, and adapt to ENGLISH... I hope I will not forget about this.. To Future tony... 
PLEASE ! STUDY HARD!!

P to the ROM.

 When I logged in, I was surprised because the topic that I was supposed to write about is the same with Gino's ! I didn't intend.. but topic is the same with Gino.. I didn't mean, intend it Gino! Please, Don't misunderstand~!!! LOL 
   Prom.. It means graduation party. Before I came here, I respected having partner, many pretty girls and handsome guys..(except ME)  BUT! I don't mean that you guys are ugly!! I thought people who acted in movie... It was all Bullshit. I should not have imagined such a ... um.. fiction. Disappointment would big when expectation was big. I mean, I thought people who are 18~20 western people since I watched movie about American school, something like that. Here, In the Philippines, most of people graduate their school when they finish school schedule as a grade 10.
I didn't know about it.. Whatever, it's OKAY! coz.. there's no my ideal girl ㅠㅠ
  What are we going to do ? Literally, what are we going to do during the PROM... I heard that we usually dance with partner, eat some delicious foods, watching band playing.. but if only this situation happens, without any change, I think it will be boring.. There's no interesting thing that we? I can enjoy! Perhaps, watching girls? can be enjoying thing to some men.. like J... blahblah kkk JOKE! sorry if I offend you..  Some people said, they often go some where with friend to drink alcohols or go to noraebang ( what you call this ? karaoke?) after finishing the PROM. But, I don't think that our grade 9 friends will not do those thing because they are innocent! maybe?
  The problem of PROM.. COSTS of admission is too expensive to not rich student! For me, since I am poor? I think its cost is expensive though the other costs are P 5000. That doesn't make sense! To student, they require P 5000? 2500? oh.. It is more than my allowance.. my pocket money!  BUT the fortunate thing for me is that I can borrow suit from my house mate brother. He is little bit taller than me but he has less weight than me! Anyway, I appreciate for the circumstance to borrow it. I am surely know that I need suit for um,, something. but not now! I am a just kid? children yet and I am growing up now( I HOPE..) It might not be fit to me after a year!  But , I am not sure about my friends.. If they don't have anything, They have to buy suit, leather shoes,  neck tie, like that. AND, OUR PROBLEM is  we don't have partner LOL. Probably, some can come with their partner but I an sure most of us won't come with partner. I said WON'T not WON'T BE ABLE TO!

I feel concerning and expecting for Prom..

 There was prom on 1800s.

This week..

   This week is quite boring.. At first, last Friday, I thought 'This vacation will be really fun! um.. what do I do first? I can't decide it! ' like this.. and from last Friday to Tuesday, I enjoyed playing! but soon, It changed.. so I shall introduce what I have done.
     From Friday to Tuesday.. As you know, I am member of F.C Parañaque although I am not main member kk. We played soccer Saturday night at cuenca, and Sunday evening in Cavite.
I didn't play well... It motivated me to practice soccer harder than before. I played computer game and searched the Internet what you call, Todayhumor. I am using this website to kill boring time or meaningless time. Ah! Leo came my house last... I don't know kk but he came so I have one more brother to play with, include my brother, Simon. He's good ski player. He said, he is going to participate international competition. I hope he will do it well. Go back to the body, I went to academy where is nearby out school with him and my brother for 3 days. I didn't know that there was a girl, the same age with me. The other teachers said, she is going to enroll San Beda(?). As well, I did't know that there were quite many students include girls! LOL I hope among them, there will be my ideal girl kkk. Anyway, After finishing the academy schedule, we played soccer in cuenca. I taught Leo playing soccer. I think he haven't played soccer before.. but he learned it quite fast... NOTICE that I am not good at soccer. Just I taught how to receive, kick, pass the ball... NOT professionally!  Because he played ski, his leg strength is strong. but the problem is he doesn't know how to control. I practiced kicking the ball as well, but still, I am not good... 
      From Thursday to Now, Saturday. It became boring after Thursday. I did't have things to do.. Of course, there were projects to do.. BUT I didn't want to do it because this week is holy week! one week vacation! So, I finished social studies module assignment, and science project which bothered me sincerely!!! Except that, I didn't have anything to do.. Just sleeping, searching todayhumor(just regard it as korean version of 9GAG but there is difference.), and playing the guitar(suck kkk). I was not able to play soccer because the weather was jolly hot!! too hot!! my skin color became black.. thanks to kind sunlight!! I think the season became summer.. Its sunlight is definitely different compare to past sunlight. And TODAY, I was supposed to play soccer with F.C Parañaque but it is canceled.. but it's okay! me and my brother played it when sunset was going on.

Ah., before play soccer, me, my brother and Leo went to festival mall, and ATC to look for.. what you call this?? functional clothes? which can absorb, dry sweat. It helps me to play soccer comfortably. Nike and Adidas are in my mind.. I can't select it easily. I mean, about shorts! Two of those are really comfortable when I wore those.  um.. So I am going to try them again tomorrow. 

      These are what I did until now. But I don't want this time to go fast! I don't want to study! but play and talk with my friends ㅠㅠ.. I am afraid of having class LOL

What the??

  you know whay?? Today is already....THURSDAY!!!!!!! OH MY GOD... I don't remember what I did.. except playing soccer and.. and... um... sleeping? oh.. What had I done? Though there was no what I did, there are many what I have to do. Social studies project, Chinese(madarin?) project, and English project.. At least, the good thing is that I finished science project scarcely.. It cramped my brain. I had to write about what I DID'T LEARN! so I use power of Internet but I did't do plagiarism! never ever! and.. social studies module assignment..  It is okay but what about project??? I know that I am in charge of leader.. but I DON'T HAVE ABILITY as a leader. However, How can I change it now? I am a leader already.. I will just do my best... Whatever!! I have lots of thing to do..
    First! Social studies project.. I am in a group 3. Our members are me, Yushine, Yannica, Monnica, Tom, and Lexie(? I am not sure about spelling kk).  It is not bad !! and I decided what each member have to write.. For example, Yannica and Monnica has the best English skills from grammar to writing. So, I will give them role of writing hard(?) news(Serious news.. which is about fact.) BUT!! the important thing is.. we don't have opportunity to meet each other.. I have a paper and tried to take a picture of it.. but its definition is suck! um... so... I will talk to them on next Tuesday ㅠㅠㅠ
   Second! English project!  I have to make a portfolio using computer. I have to decorate it and write contents using computer. Writing doesn't matter although my writing skill is not good...  Real problem is .. I don't know how to decorate using computer! Even, It is not power point.. so.. I am thinking asking for help to teacher Llye who is very kind!!  I hope he will accept with favor..  without paying the money!! Joklang kkk
      In some ways, I am bored sometimes. There's no specific thing to do unless I don't play soccer or sleep. I want to meet friend and talk with them without studying.. but they live far from my house!  and I CAN NOT PLAY SOCCER BECAUSE IT IS REALLY HOT!!! I played soccer yesterday. It wasn't hot( I think..)  I played it around from 4 to 6 PM. I was surprised when I saw my face while I was washing my face. It turned black!! It tanned too much.. so I can't play soccer like before! I am afraid of being black! Actually, I was quite having a white skin before I learned soccer. After learning and playing soccer with my friends, my skin color became super black compare to original skin color..      
       I finish this post with concern about what I am going to do tomorrow.

Photo essay

PLAYFESTIVAL

  At this time, we were not our own mind... we were super busy. LOL

They were so cute!! but I didn't watch it because I was busy doing prepare it.

JF what are you looking at?? 

                               

Arkham looks like an assassin.

                               

IT WAS NOT ACTING.. SO NATURAL!!

                               

Evangelious became the king!! and count is inviting him.

I was busy changing my costume..

                                

TOM'S 'BENEZER'!! 

                                

THE KING IS COURTING JULIET.. SHE IS HESITATING(I THINK?)

BUT SOON, SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH KING.

                              

I can hear Jerry saying ' DId you say, you need an assassin?'

BUT!! THERE'S NO ENDING PICTURE!!

WHATEVER, IT WAS REALLY GOOD.LOL

Grade 11's acting.. IT was um... go...o..d.

Grade 12's acting. They were not bad!

The kids sang a song which was about world peace(?)

but upper grade didn't sing well..

 AT last, we took a picture after finishing the playfestival!

I look like having a disease..

I think the strongest part that I did and the things I think you should have done better is.. just moving props. As you know, I am just props man... what I have to do was only transferring props. However, I didn't do well... although It was just moving props!! ... I am guilty for that.. I am sorry guys, friends! Everything is what I should have done better..

MUSIC FESTIVAL!

I was quite surprised... I didn't expect that echo(?) would sing a song LOL.

I had't seen yushin's serious face... wow.. they were good..

They were so cute!! 

'Oppa, Oppa' Oh my eyes...ㅠㅠ

Sam was good!!

If our school was boy's school, student would rush to stage.. kkk

There were some mistakes... but they were good!! 

Because I did't participate music festival, I can't tell  strongest part that I did and the things I think I should have done better is only about clap.. I should have clapped more to support musicians.. but I clapped and shouted when Tom and Mark performed their song:)